2021.11.27 02:33 thethaosocc Tuchel đáp trả tuyên bố Chelsea chơi tốt khi không có Lukaku
HLV Thomas Tuchel đã bác bỏ những tuyên bố rằng Chelsea đang chơi tốt hơn khi không có Romelu Lukaku trong đội hình.
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2021.11.27 02:33 thatsimprezive You promised you'd be my mom
I know time distorts the truth, so I'd like to remind you of the past.
The last time we talked was as I entered senior year, which was a mistake. The last time I saw you was February 2017, when you made that scene and drove the 1000km back to what was never my home. You didn't let me hug my sister goodbye.
Let's take it back a bit. I was a child, and I'd been damaged before I ever came to you. If you'd seen me as your daughter, I would've received the love, care, support, understanding, guidance and grace that I needed. I did not receive these things in any healthy manner or required measure. You must have seen me as a monthly cheque, therefore you treated me as such.
I don't think you're willing to understand the impact that your actions and words had on me. It hurt when you'd hiss in my face about how you could have your ass in the sand in Mexico with a pool boy fawning over you if it weren't for me. You made sure I knew I was a burden. When I'd ask if I could get up early and play quietly, you said I wasn't to move a muscle until you opened my door. Most mornings you'd shove it open and storm away like I was some disgusting, evil creature. The way you'd glare at me sometimes mirrored that sentiment. When my sister, a toddler, joined us, it didn't take long for you to pit us against each other and use her as something to hurt me.
Despite the mind games and how poorly you handled her, I loved her more than anyone else. She was such a good kid, and her mental health was a responsibility of yours that you neglected right off the bat. I will never forgive myself for being so stupid and naive and desperate for your "love" that I obeyed you and played along when you'd use me against her. I'm disgusted looking back on how I was encouraged to "tattle" on her, an innocent child, how you got such a nauseating gleam in your eye before you'd stomp down the hallway to scream at her and get physical. I will be ashamed forever for the times you demanded I hit her or drag her away. Those things I did when you deployed me as your lackey will be a stain on me long after I leave this life. Not taking into account all of the individual abuse, mind games, manipulation, and neglect you put on me, the way I treated my baby sister under you really fucked me up.
You call me an adoption fail because you know you've failed me. You never gave up on me because you never had the care, faith, love, connection, or effort to give up in the first place. Everything that I've grown and achieved can only be attributed to the love and support I found after you abandoned me, and to myself. I've been through things in the last 5 years that you will never deserve to know, both good and horrifying, and I deeply regret ever having opened up to you.
You will call this message I've written a pity party, a sob story, lies, deception, an attack, skewed, "bullshit", laughable, something to be mocked, and a number of other things that I don't care to consider. What you must understand is that this is what I felt, this is what I saw, and no one has the right to tell me that my past experiences are invalid.
My lasting impressions of you are that you're incapable of respect, (respect is earned, not demanded, in case you're unaware) and you have the inability to deeply conceptualize and realize that there are things you must take responsibility for. You are unwilling to see that you aren't well, and in turn will never seek help and put in the work. You are motivated only by your ego, need for control, greed, and desperation for adoration and validation. You take pride in and feel very smug that you have scorned and hurt others with no regard for how problematic that is. You live your life in spite of others, and see that as a thing to be proud of, but if you were mentally well, properly adjusted and emotionally intelligent, you'd see that life should be lived for the good of yourself and others, and you'd change accordingly.
In time, I've grown hope that my impression of you now differs from who you've become. I have hope that you've changed drastically, that perhaps you were going through menopause and now you're on hormones and its managed. I have hope that you're no longer a raging, alcoholic, love-bombing, manipulative, paranoid, self-centered, immature, irresponsible, and dismissive woman. I have hope for these things because as much as I feel nothing for you, I don't want to think that you're incapable of better. I don't want to believe that you deserve to be trapped in the hell you had trapped yourself in.
Above all else, I want the absolute possible best for my sister, and that requires you to have completely divorced yourself from the person you once were.
You carry so much weight and darkness within you. I think back now to those nights with a half empty bottle of alcohol and sad, old country songs on the speakers and you just crying. In those moments, you felt to me so broken, and small, and scared and alone. It cut me deep, when tomorrow would come and you'd let me know how much of a burden I was, how much you despised me, how useless I was to you, how worthless, and I'd break down privately wishing I could go back in time and you could be hugging me instead of feeling so empty and cold.
I still can't bring myself to catch the scent of Esteé Lauder's Beautiful without crying, because there is a small girl inside of me who clings to the thought of having a mother so tightly that she would have me beg you to love me again. It breaks my heart that I have to deny her, and try to give her what I didn't receive. That sounds pathetic but I believe we all carry the impression of the child we once were inside of us, and they must be nurtured.
The cruelest joke ever played on me was Spotify deciding to play Forever and for Always by Shania Twain. In the beginning, you'd hug me and tell me that was our song and how you and your daughter loved me so much. Thinking back on that now, I see no difference between me and a Christmas gift puppy grown up into a dog who lives chained in the backyard. I've since broken the chains, but for reasons unknown to me I unpack them and drag them around sometimes.
You promised you'd be my mom and you abandoned me when I thought I needed you most. It turns out, no one needs a love like yours.
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2021.11.27 02:33 Dale_EarnhardtSr3 Can someone help me out please
| Every time I try to use the f keys update from mystics UI Enhancements mod it just keeps it at normal|
Every time I try to use the f keys update from mystics UI Enhancements mod it just keeps it at normal
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2021.11.27 02:33 AwkwardAmbassador760 FERT 100 (2nd)..
2021.11.27 02:33 Interesting-Space839 How do you use a driving range at night?
I see some places are open past sundown in my city. I'm very new to golf. How does a driving range work at night? Do you actually see the ball land, or do you just practice your swing without knowing what happened to your ball?
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2021.11.27 02:33 _TadStrange My housemate got a package from Toph, I wonder what’s inside?
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2021.11.27 02:33 itsjameswilliams List of Everything New Coming to Netflix Australia in December 2021
2021.11.27 02:33 Conanzulu I had spinal surgery months ago and I need help with being able to walk better.
I was suffering with spondylitis for years. Back in April, I had spinal fusion surgery, which helped. No more back pain. I've recovered a lot.
Now it seems that when I walk, I suffer from my legs being weak. My lower back muscles are super tight. I'm sure my weight gain and weak core, isn't helping.
It almost feels like I'm back in the same spac Le with being limited on walking.
Any thoughts on how to stretch out my lower back and legs, strengthen my legs and core so I can walk long distances again?
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2021.11.27 02:33 7raveB0Bcat [UPPER DIVISION UNDERGRADUATES ONLY(aka third years or higher)] Questionnaire regarding anxiety among upper division undergraduates
Hi, I am posting on behalf of a friend, if you are an upper division undergraduate(third year or higher) and have the time, please answer this questionnaire.
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2021.11.27 02:33 Cute_Society757 Exit Strategies
I currently work as a transaction coordinator and deal with loan closings. After a few years of this type of work, I feel burned out. I am tired of dealing with demanding (oftentimes mean) bankers/sales people, always waiting for someone else to complete tasks before I can actually do my job, and having to be available all the time. I have an MBA and want to do something non transactional / non closing related. I feel stuck and am not sure what else I can do with this type of experience. I like investigative/research type of work and problem solving. I’ve considered compliance, but am not sure of the career prospects in that field. Also, most banking KYC/AML positions require experience. I’ve also considered trying something completely different such as HR, but am not really sure what I can do without experience without having to take a significant pay cut.
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2021.11.27 02:33 Tsr214 New pick ups from my LCS.
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2021.11.27 02:33 bjanna Paid Phlebotomy Training - good idea?
Hi all, I found an opportunity with the Red Cross to be a phlebotomist and get trained on the job with pay. I have some volunteer activities and research planned already for this summer (I'm graduating 2023), so I was thinking about getting into a position like this the following summer when I graduate, during a gap year. It would either be that or scribing, but phlebotomy definitely interests me. Do y'all have any thoughts on this? Sounds like a good idea? Or should I go for a CNA cert that summer instead or do scribing instead? I like the idea of paid training so far but would love to hear if y'all feel this is a good opportunity. I also have clinical volunteering so I'm not heavily concerned about whatever position I choose being my primary clinical experience, but I would still like it to be meaningful!
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2021.11.27 02:33 whatamelon69420 Does anybody know what this moth is called, I live in the lower parts of Australia if that helps
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2021.11.27 02:33 TechValor Friday Open Mic Night | Ep.14 | Black Friday Did you cop? | The IGNANT HOURS! | Hollaturboi
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2021.11.27 02:33 luucboy For those whose exes moved on really fast
my ex moved on not even a few weeks after breaking up. It sucks and its painful i know. I made a mistake of not treating her right at times because i would put myself down and not think about her. I loved her with everything and wanted to prove how much i loved her by doing everything and owning up to myself, she would’ve felt everything. I didn’t get this chance though as she didn’t care for it, it was already too late they already moved on. If your ex moved on really fast, please think about this. Do they even remotely care they destroyed you emotionally and possibly ruined you? No. Do they ever think about you at all? No. Everything we shared, talked about, doing everything in the future meant nothing to them. hell they probably don’t care if you die. You deserve better okay? Remember that. You deserve someone who’ll stick with you through thick and thin as long as you’re trying and love them. You don’t deserve to be treated this way. You deserve someone better who’ll never give up on you no matter what as long as you’re trying. Okay? So if your ex treated you this way in the end, just remember that.
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2021.11.27 02:33 DarthRevanG4 PowerBook Portable contest
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2021.11.27 02:33 he-who-is-him Need help finding intel brand components
Trying to convince my parents to help me build app and my dad wanted me to find components made by Intel. I know they mainly sell processors. I already have a build picked out I just need to do this to kinda get him off my back.
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2021.11.27 02:33 Danny_NKN Dammit activision fix this shitty game
I was playing HQ herdpoint on hardcore for clan war. And I played many good matches with loads of kills. And guest what, the game didn't registered the matches, didn't counted on clan war tab, and it's not listed on my historical tab.
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2021.11.27 02:33 stupidbabypeaches My baby boy, Beanie❤️ sploots are his favorite way to nap in the shade!
2021.11.27 02:33 shade070 what's your hair colour at the moment?
2021.11.27 02:33 mexusgerisr 2014 Jetta ($8,700 out the door) how did I do?
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2021.11.27 02:33 s_dsquid Help. Can't choose which one fits right wing normies.
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2021.11.27 02:33 popcornboiii HasanAbi reacts to An Actual Cult Made THE CRAZIEST ANIME!!! | Happy Science Vol. 2
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2021.11.27 02:33 Illustrious_Cry_5244 Any tips for my team
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